Saturday, 28 February 2009

• The Pain

  No one will ever be able to understand fully the pain, the emptiness

  Unless you've been there you will never know the depth to which something aches like losing someone so close, someone with so much potential

  You'll never know the sadness that the memories bring about or the absence of joy which is the ultimate root of that sadness.

  You can't imagine the uncontrollable tears that haunt your sleep or the inability to sleep due to the haunting memories.

  Yes, it is possible for the heart to still hurt after almost 18 months---to the extent that it hurt when you first find out.

  I know my God is greater and capable of taking the pain away, but why doesn't He.

  What is the reason for the deep sorrow that makes me question my meaning for life?

  I remember the joy that was in my life when he was here---that life was just as it was supposed to be.

  Now, confusion and uncertainty have me questioning if my joy will ever come back.

  I'm waiting God for you to take this pain, sorrow and grief and turn it into the joy You long for me to have.

  Take it soon so I can live again.

   

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